Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping. I've gotta try kinda first when drenched, 

All sunny days all I can see is the shadow. 

And I'm not above being under, 

and I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty, 

and I always hide when its my turn to see.

My only believe is not to have faith in believing 

Before I begin I'm over 

Brokenoffagain 

And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonley by myself  

Now the pain again I always let try forward

Cuz all I know I'm disconnected.

Quietly loud when I'm noisily silent  

Keep holding my breth when I'm trying to breath  

Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids  

I only win when I'm losing.